重新开始。

Yeap.

Definitely start all over again.

Those old post are just the past.

Everybody has a past.

But anybody can change their future.

I have been blinded by pain.

I was lost.

But now I realized.

It isn't worth!

Just be myself.

No matter others likes the way I am or not.

I'm just gonna stay the way I am.

But I am learning to change as well.

If we don't change, we don't grow.

I'm 16 already.

I'm ready for anything that comes in my way.

2012, 

It's been a tough year for me.

Even the skies gets rougher.

But I won't give up anymore.

Everything that happens meant anything to make me stronger.

I never realized there's so many nice people around me.

I'm always hiding like a coward myself.

I'm sorry i said you're a coward.

I'm actually just the same thing.

I built barriers in my heart.

I was imprisoned by myself.

I never let my head drop in front of others.

I never wanted others to think I'm a weakling.

I always held my tears, not wanting anybody to see them rolling down.

I stayed strong.

I reacts coldly.

Friends.

I'm sorry for the way I treated you all.

I was too stubborn.

Broken smiles.

Those who saw me cried,

I felt guilty towards them.

But someone told me that means i Trusted them.

Perhaps.

Elder friends always reminded me that I am always easily cheated.

I'll work on with that.

Thanks.

I never realized a surprise can make a friend happy.

Especially Birthday Surprises.

I will not be the same anymore.

I can't afford materials satisfaction.

But I can afford time and energy.

I can afford memorable moments too.

I have to learn to make my friends happy.

When I see them happy, 

I am happy eventually.  C:

I have many special friends who helped me all the time.

I will pay my debt.

I promise I will.

Mark my words.

You.

4A ai taught me to SMILE.

Firework.

I will go through all this pain.

Take the bullet through my brain.

Do you ever feel.

Like a plastic bag?

Easy come.

Easy go.

NOT easy to take.

Baby you are firework.

dynamite.

grenade.

burst.

-Fireworks-

boom.

yes.

Just DREaM.

Crap.

Urgh.

Darn eclass.

DARN DARN DARN!!!!!!

Oh no.NO.no.

This can't be happening.

This shouldn't be happening.

why?

breaking up?

i'm in pieces now. ._.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOAW ;D

I'M CRAZYY~

OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.

I BOUGHT IT.

WITHOUT THINKING TWICE.

I RUSHED TO KLCC.

UNIQLO.

ONCE I SAW IT.

NOTHING'S STRAIGHT IN MY MIND ANYMORE.

RM40.

WELL.

WHATEVER.

ONCE IN MY LIFETIME!

I BOUGHT TWO.

ONE FOR HIM AND ONE FOR MY OWN.

WHOAOAOAOAOAAW~~~

I'M INSANE! ;)

BUT I THINK I DESERVE IT.

I NEVER WANTED IT SO BADLY.

RED.

WITH GOLDEN WORDS.

HMPH.

HOW DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT?

ONE PIECE

<3

noNOno =(

Gosh.

I reallly can't live without you.

YOu're already a part.

DAmnit.

How?

Gonna suffer like this?

NONONO.

I don't think this is a right way.

I'm going lunatic~!

imy.